.Monday, July 13, 2009
but nonetheless, i've included a title. well, i don't really have a choice, do i? i'll most likely go over to blogger and remove it later, which is quite stupid.
this title thing is ruining my BLOG! lol.
anyway, it's a monday morning. and monday mornings are pretty damn horrible. ah wells. i'm too lazy to say much now. let's just stop here. i'll talk about that poor boy who accidentally kicked the other poor boy in the wrong spot during a Tek Kwon Do competition and caused his death some other time.
Blogger, remind me. lol.
XXXX,
Han
7/13/2009 09:13:00 AM
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.Friday, July 10, 2009
12 more days. just 12 more days and i'll be leaving this place. it's gonna be a moment of mixed emotions. after all, i'm usually the emotional kind, and i hate goodbyes. i've made some pretty awesome friends here. and i've had some good times as well. environment's great too. to top it off, it's really not such a bad place to work at. but well... it's not the best either.
nonetheless, i think i'm gonna miss this place a little when i leave. hmm. but life goes on.
Coral, i'm coming. =)
XXXX,
Han
7/10/2009 02:07:00 PM
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.Wednesday, May 13, 2009
do you even care?
to be honest, i'd love to change my SURNAME. because it reminds me of YOU. and i HATE IT. you coming around, and back into my life, just creeping in like that, it's RUINING MY LIFE. you bring NOTHING BUT PAIN, IRRITATION, TROUBLE... TEARS...
WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME!!!!
LEAVE ME ALONE!!!
XXXX,
Han
5/13/2009 11:55:00 PM
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.Saturday, April 11, 2009
seriously, this sucks. having to work on a saturday when FRIDAY is a public holiday is bull. and i woke up late for work! so i took a cab, and boy... i really don't think i have much more to spare for the rest of the month. lol.
but i'm trying to change the way i think. i'm trying not to worry about it so much. and instead of saying the negative, i'm trying to instill the positive and trust God for provision. hmm.
anyway, went for TG's 21st birthday celebration yesterday. it was kinda weird, having to see some of them FMSS mates. i mean, it's really awkward having nothing to say, yet in the effort of being friendly, i had to talk to them for awhile at least.
and i saw Corlissa too! i think she was kinda hestitant when she saw me with Grace. for some reason, i felt that she was feeling that way. hmm. but nonetheless, i was just glad to see her. and of course, the birthday girl. i think they were the only two that i was really glad to see. i thought i'd see Eugenia though. but oh wells... =/
XXXX,
Han
4/11/2009 08:52:00 AM
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.Thursday, April 09, 2009
Taking a break in the midweek sounds like a bad idea. But to be honest, it's pretty cool. Kinda makes the week feel shorter. And well, you can do stuff without worrying the world would be populated with strangers.
And well, here i am on my way to work. I seriously am hoping for more time in my bed. I know, i'm lazy and i do feel like a pig. But work can really sometimes be a drag. People can be really mean sometimes. But ultimately, i just fear not being able to help them.
Oh wells, it's not like they care how i feel.
I don't wanna work!
But for the future i'm looking forward to, i will. :)
- This blog was updated through my
M1 mobile phone.
XXXX,
Han
4/09/2009 09:05:00 AM
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.Monday, March 30, 2009
I feel like crap. Is it the customer? Or is it just me? Maybe i'm just too emotional. It gets to me. And it sucks.
And i was awfully worried about you. It was just great to know you were fine. But it doesn't change the fact the you aren't well. And i think it's bothering me. And demanding customers ain't helping.
Sigh. How useless can i get, really. How can i not be able to pull myself together just cos of little things like a nut job of a customer? Lord, help me... I just feel really tired somehow.
I need a break...
And i miss you. =/
- This blog was updated through my
M1 mobile phone.
XXXX,
Han
3/30/2009 05:16:00 PM
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.Wednesday, March 25, 2009
i realised that i enjoy making plans. i like to know that things are people properly organised and planned for, and that it's not a last minute situation. i guess i'm quite particular about things like that. yet, at the same time, i can be so lazy that i don't feel like doing ANYTHING about SOMETHING even though i know that SOMETHING needs to be DONE.
my driving license, for one, is a very good example. i want to get it done, i know i NEED to get it done. but guess what? i've not gotten down to it yet. it's a good thing i have YOU to push me and make me do something about it, if not i don't think i would've gotten my BTT booked.
there's so much to plan for during this period of my life. the most important of which is how to go about getting my loans paid and getting my degree started AND completed. it's driving me nuts though, thinking about how to get the money, how to get the loan, how to strike that balance between work, school and life. yes, i know i've not started on it yet. but i'm a worry-wart i guess. so i just can't help but worry about how it's gonna be, and how the hell i'm going to get the money for it.
but ultimately, i know, i have to do it no matter the situation. and many times in life, you end up getting things done, because you KNOW you don't really have a choice.
like in my case.
maybe to some, getting a degree is a choice. i'd like to think, for me, that it's a must. if i don't get that psychology degree, i'm never gonna be able to go do what i really want to do. but it all seems like a distant goal. like i'm gonna have a damn hard time reaching there... =/
*sigh*
hmm.
the Lord will provide. He is my Shepherd, i shall not want.
=)
XXXX,
Han
3/25/2009 09:57:00 AM
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